psstt .. tittle-tattle natter chatter

can anybody out there hear me?

Sun, 10 Jun 2012 21:25:19 +1000

help, im walking on a path i cant put the steps myself

I’ve gone through so much worst, this is nothing compares to what you went through , be tough,...

Sun, 13 Nov 2011 13:38:12 +1100

I’ve gone through so much worst, this is nothing compares to what you went through , be tough, you’ll get there

"how can they stand smelling like cigarette all day long?"

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 09:34:09 +1100

“how can they stand smelling like cigarette all day long?”

"when you’re missing someone in a big time, and you’ve become such a pain in the ass and..."

Fri, 07 Oct 2011 23:45:35 +1100

“when you’re missing someone in a big time, and you’ve become such a pain in the ass and all they can see is just the part of you being a pain in the ass, that sucks big time”

when you're away

Fri, 07 Oct 2011 22:01:50 +1100

the time you felt most homesick is when you’re sick .. this just in, i am currently not feeling so well. it’s not the heavy ‘i cant feel my nose flu’ or ‘oh my god my body is so warm’ fever, it’s just a simple flu (headaches and runny nose). i still can cook for my self. and can’t help to notice that the weather is getting a little warmer (yeay, but i am getting ahead of my self). and yes, i am homesick because i’m sick.

i’m guessing is the medication that brings me down to tears for every little thing that goes into my mind today. not everything, but it makes me kinda touchy-cry-baby and i hate it. it stinks, it stinks like hopeless-hell. rawr. i know this is all rambling, but what the hell ..

i felt so homesick because you don’t really know what is going on, around the people you love. you know the thing that WAS going on in their lives through their updates and ‘let-me-fill-you-in-what-happened’ summary. normally i would just smile and truly say ‘awww that’s great to hear i wish im there” …. buuuuut because i am currently sick, it goes more like ‘awww that’s great to hear i wish im there (CRYING, TEARS,SOBS)’. blame it on the medicine i guess.

everybody, who’s studying abroad, or live outside their home country must have felt this feeling once. or else that person must have hated where they come from (

but when i’m away „ there’s so much i miss about home. and i can go on about it forever (figuratively). i think i’m gonna give that forever a go (note: the way i go through the stuff are not. in any way, ranked from least-most or most-least missed things/people).

clock hits 12pm or 7pm and you know those are lunch and dinner time. you know you’ll go to the dining table and there you go, well prepared-home-cooked meal. complete with sambel-ulek that goes well with almost anything! wait, no, that does not happen at 12pm, or at 7pm. there’s just books and bag that you left sitting there from the night before on your dining-slash-study table. This is what made me homesick the first time during the day. i miss the luxury of food just readily to be consumed. i miss being spoiled and pampered when i am sick. and then, your mothers, YOUR MOMS, they have these strong feeling, i dont know how or why, but i will come to understand in the future. anywho, she randomly msg me in the morning, and send alot of hugs and kisses emoticons through blackb*rry messenger, and asked what am i doing, so i told her i just drank medicine and tried am trying to sleep (i played it cool, cause i dont want her to like, worry about me).

yea that’s what she said , and i cried (i dont know why). and the next question was, “matanya berair ngga?” (and she wasn’t asking whether i was crying, tapi klo lagi sakit atau flu biasa memang mata berair). so told her, no only a little (still crying). i miss my mommy when i’m sick, i want mommy’s ikan-tim, bubur-seafood, telur-dinosaurus (basically telur-tim, but it’s served in a big bowl haha). mau makanan hangat, maauu kuah pangsit yg bikin keringetan kalo lagi sakit. mau mau mau :( so yes, sadly, i have to get out of bed, prepare myself some food to eat and again drink another medicine. then this chat goes on and she told me how things are back home, which felt like a blade went through my heart. she told me all the happy stuff, but it just made me crying. because again , i wanna be there. she told me how my elder brother now is going to work everyday in the morning and helping my mom out in the shop and everything. he is growing and she said he seems to be managing his temper better and all. I’m like (cry), i know is a very happy news, cause he used to be so easy-tempered and very sensitive. and he and my little sister, (when i am back home), was rarely going along well because of the 9 years gap, and probably the gender difference. but my mom told me, now they go along better. and a few days earlier, my little sister told me she is finally getting the puppy she always wanted from years ago. my parents are finally getting her a puppy to bring home. scooby, and extension to our family and i am not there to welcome him to our family…. sobbing, i felt, like i was a little left off. i want to spend time with all my family, my dad, mom, brother and sister. i wanna be there, celebrate with my sister that she is finally getting a puppy. or maybe talk to my brother, like grown ups, without fighting because he was so sensitive or tempered …. i wanna go home. i really do. i want to be a part of things that are happening, but i am stuck here with school. I know i sound like ‘oh my problem are bigger than yours’ when every international-student felt like this. so i stopped crying, ‘comforting myself’, you’re not alone. another thing that makes me so homesick is the fact that my boyfriend and i are seperated by the pacific and 4 hours difference. in the last month, i’ve been so busy and we fight for things that we won’t if only we’re together in person. i spent less time with him, and spend time with him and being in rush to do something else. i can’t miss out the fact that this is a very busy semester, and the work load is crazy , but i still wanna go to the gym to keep my figure (atleast the figure that is better than not going to the gym) and then i have to spend time with my hubby tooo. so it’s overwhelming sometimes. and now i am sick, it’s like oh gosh, i just wanna get away from all this and spend time doing nothing, watch a movie together with him, without being rushed with “i have to study for the next test”.my mind is like going on a choo-choo-train and i’m running to jump on it. it’s crazy .. crazy crazy crazy … i miss him so much. i miss the simple hug, or the time when he takes care of me when i am sick. and it doesn’t work that way when you’re being sick, and you are far away from each other. i become this spoiled-brat when i am sick, again because i am used to have the luxury of having everything prepared (at least, when i am sick). i know he really wants to be here with me and just takes care of me. but it seem probably the more i complained about him that i am sick, it saddened him and upset him because the fact that he can’t help anything. he is worried but can’t do anything as the distance separate. the more he is worried, the more i nag, the more i irritate him, the more scattered/disperse i become. jadi nga jelas haha. i cried for nothing, being again, all touchy and saying things i meant, but projected in a completely weird way. i am homesick, i just hoped he could just hold me, and put me to sleep. there is another thing that makes me miss him. we managed to talk about a couple of things when i have spare time and without any fight, so that what i missed, just talking to him about stuff, all comfortable, change of mind and advices. talking about the future face-to-face is so much fun and so real. it’s not that through chats are not real, it’s just sometimes, i wish we’re talking about this when holding hands, or me brushing through his hair with my fingers, yaknow … i wanna spend time with my hubby, and i feel sooooooo guilty that i am away .. a lot of things happen around him, and i hear a lot of his stories, it made me happy hearing them, made me felt not so much far away, but at the same time, it’s like a reality-slapper who’s saying: “you’re not there bit*ch, suck that (evil laugh)”. i wanna be there for him through thick and thin, through everything. i wanna hear what’s his day like and everything. i just …. i wanna go home , enough said.

well, this piece is longer than i thought it would be in the first place. after all i did say i’m gonna try to write ‘forever’. bottom line, i am currently sick, really sick. i just catch a ‘homesick’ real bad today.

"I’d rather let you be happy ‎♥"

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 01:48:43 +1000

“I’d rather let you be happy ‎♥”

"bbm stop messing with people’s relationship will you?"

Thu, 15 Sep 2011 23:49:13 +1000

“bbm stop messing with people’s relationship will you?”

anyways, changed the name of my tumblr (like anyone care at all) and probably the whole concept and...

Sat, 10 Sep 2011 18:46:04 +1000

anyways, changed the name of my tumblr (like anyone care at all) and probably the whole concept and reason for making tumblr account in the first place.

i haven’t got any ovens in my current house , thus have no chance to bake anything ….. and makes me miss to bake now. but i hope in the near future, i’ll find an apartment with an oven.

but for now and forward, this may be the place I share things on food and along with other thing, it wont be fair naming it entreemaindessert or sweet-tooth and savory-tooth if my posts aren’t completely about them. lols

anyways, me, singing out :)

'song-gasm'

Sat, 10 Sep 2011 18:34:00 +1000

did you ever felt the time when you listen to a love-song (and you’re not even so sure what the lyrics are) but you still managed to gasp deeply inside yourself?

yea, probably i’d call that ‘song-gasm’.

this is random. but just felt song-gasm with beyonce’s love on top. it’s not even a slow-ballad-love song that sets you in the ‘mood’ .. yes most of the times i like these kind of love-songs better. and maybe it’s because beyonce’s too. c’mon guys, it’s beyonce …. 12 words juggled and shuffled in the chorus, still makes so much sense ..

anyways, the song-gasm is when 1. you’re USUALLY in love 2. it makes you smile when listening to it. 3. the song got great melody 4. the singer got great voice 5. the song makes you think of your love 5. the song finally makes your heart starts pumping you figuratively gasp-scream at the same time.

yes, random, but it’s still a finding right? my day is productive after all..

anyways, have a listen to the song!

Baby it’s you.
You’re the one I love.
You’re the one I need.
You’re the only one I see.
Come on baby it’s you.

You’re the one that gives your all.
You’re the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.

Ooo! Come on Baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
You put my love on top.
Ooo Ooo! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
My love on top.
My love on top.

Photo

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 15:48:39 +1100

call me hopeless romantic

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 15:47:00 +1100

Saat ku pejamkan kedua mataku
Dan kubayangkan
Di sampingmu
Kurasakan slalu
Hangatnya pelukmu Itu

Dan ku genggam lembut
kedua tanganmu
Seakan takut kehilanganmu
Kuingin selalu hatimu untukku

Tak ada yang bisa menggantikan dirimu
Tak ada yang bisa membuat diriku
Jauh darimu…

call me hopeless romantic or any other names you want.

but i can surely tell, pas nutup mata, and trying to imagine being with you , itu perasaan paling comfy + secure. lebay-nya , i could go on like this forever.blah i’ll admit it, yes long distance sucks , but i am never tired to keep the light up, the romance up and the love alive. nga pernah capek biar sedikit juga. pengen jalan terus, tetep look forward sampe hari bisa ktmu lagi spend time beneran, beneran “disampingmu” hehe bneran di peluk. i always think we’re a different couple *sarcastically, yes we are different just like every couple think* tapi emang beda, krna instead of thinking oh there are many more girls better than me, i think, i know i am the only one for you *hopeless romantic,again*

maybe i lost all the sweet talk and the sweet words, tapi its better to tell it this way, true words, words yg di pake sama those who are really in love.i mean really IN love, bukan cuma infatuation or affection .. dibilang sabar, mgkin cara sabar nya gue beda sama orang2. i become this other person , annoying as hell , emotional as crap, tapi atleast i know, these characters tuh keluar karena masih punya feeling, masih care, dan as time goes, malah makin jelas banget feelingnya .. nga kebayang nga punya feeling ini ke si hubby , nga bisa banget deeh , the heart skips a beat kalo mikir nga jalan bareng. kyk ‘euw that’s such a gross thought’ :p

im not so sure why i wrote all this.maybe just to let everyone (who can know) know how i love this one man, or i just want that one man to read it and really knows how much i love him, or simply a hopeless romantic.

anyways, anyhow and anywho. i love you baby 190408 :)

PS: abs post ini, definitely, gue pasti ngadu gue abis ngetumblr.

lacuisine: Stuffed-Crust Strawberry Cream PieFollow the link...

Sun, 20 Feb 2011 19:27:04 +1100

lacuisine:

Stuffed-Crust Strawberry Cream Pie

Follow the link for recipe.

Thanks to Pillsbury

lacuisine: Parker House RollsFollow the link for recipe.Thanks...

Sun, 20 Feb 2011 19:26:22 +1100

lacuisine:

Parker House Rolls

Follow the link for recipe.

Thanks to The Pioneer Woman

lacuisine: Creme Fraiche QuicheFollow the link for...

Sun, 20 Feb 2011 19:23:39 +1100

lacuisine:

Creme Fraiche Quiche

Follow the link for recipe.

Thanks to Joy The Baker

hugeinjapan: Dessert Tonight: Oreo-stuffed chocolate chip...

Sun, 20 Feb 2011 19:18:37 +1100

hugeinjapan:

Dessert Tonight:

Oreo-stuffed chocolate chip cookies

Filed under: The thing I ate immediately before I acquired diabetes.

(Original here)

Fettucini Carbonara with Chicken-Mushroom Originally, the...

Sun, 13 Feb 2011 01:34:20 +1100

Fettucini Carbonara with Chicken-Mushroom

Originally, the recipe was from:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7B0YIewWV4o&feature=related

Since my friend does not eat bacon and I don’t eat beef; eatable win-win solution and everyone’s favorite, chicken and mushroom carbonara, yum!

The recipe was a lot modified alot. Besides, it’s Italian food, pasta ..

Well, at least that’s how my friend, Yori Atira said it. “Italian food is about playing with the flavors, spices and herbs” ;)

voila savory tooth-ers, cao for now!

Lemon Pudding

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 20:51:55 +1100

back on october, my brother gave me a birthday present; a thick book of recipe of desserts and other sweet stuffs. I haven’t really got the time to try any of them (even the time to even bake) until this summer break.

Oh gosh, it feels good to bake again!

My very good friend is actually the trigger of making this particular recipe out of the whole bunch of other recipe she wants me to make for her. Well, simply because the picture that accompanies the recipe looks the most appealing .. and c’mon, what can beat a LEMON pudding, right? lol

So, my friends and I (we were sleeping over in my very good friend’s house), got into it and, voila sweet toothers, here’s how it came out ;)

The crust of the pudding is somehow harden but very tender too (hmm). In other words, it is just the right amount of ‘fight’ that the crust put with our teeth and tongue. Somehow it ‘melts’ after the first bite (it surrenders after the first hit).

However, the best part that balances the crust is the pudding itself! not too sweet but satisfy your sweet desire. You know how chocolate pudding is, when you bite it, first second third bite, its all chocolate. Unlike chocolate pudding, first bite you can taste the sugar, then lemon, then sugar and lemon, then sugar lemon and crust then so on .. Moreover, the two different textures (hard and soft) , ugh , CANT GET ENOUGH! :D

oh and the good thing is, it’s all up to you whether you want to serve it cold or warm, in my opinion both’s great in two different ways (or occasion) but my sweet tooth says ‘a pudding is best served cold’ ;)

Anyways, enough crapping, here’s the recipe

LEMON PUDDING

Preperation time: 20 minutes

Cooking time: 45 minutes

Serves: 6

125g butter, melted
2 teaspoons finely grated lemon rind
330g caster sugar
3 eggs, seperated
75g self raising flour (if you don’t have self raising flour, use plain flour and add proportionate (just a tint of) baking powder)
80ml lemon juice
330ml milk

Preheat oven to 180C fan forced. Grease six 1-cup(250ml) ovenproof dishes (or ramekins as substitute)
Combine butter, rind, sugar and yolks in large bowl. Stir in sifted flour then juice. Gradually stir in milk; mixture should be smooth and runny
Beat in egg whites in small bowl with electric mixer until soft peaks form; fold into lemon mixture, in two batches
Place ovenproof dishes in large baking dish; divide lemon mixture among the ramekins. Add enough boiling water to baking dish to come halfway up sides of ramekins.
Bake pudding about 45 minutes.
(If serve cold). Drain water from the baking dish, wait for the ramekins to somewhat cool down. Place the pudding in the refrigerator for 4 hours. Serve.

easy as pie, easy as pudding! ;)

enjoy! cao for now sweet toothers!

HOT CHOCOLATE ($4.5) @Georges Restaurant Cafe. 19 Burke Road,...

Thu, 30 Dec 2010 08:41:04 +1100

HOT CHOCOLATE ($4.5)

@Georges Restaurant Cafe.

19 Burke Road, Camberwell VIC 3124

The cafe ambiance is just great and suitable for laid back conversation. It is interesting to find one cafe that is so calm, even the coffee-making equipment doesn’t sound like its rushing you out. This is the one cafe, so far, I found in Melbourne without a single ‘colorful-promotion’ boards hanging in any corner of the building. Very elegant and exclusive, yet welcoming and affordable. The service matches the concept of the cafe, very friendly and lively but unperturbed waitpersons.

Not a coffee-lover, but i am diggin’ the hot chocolate, with some marshmallows, the cafe brings out more warmth to the winter-like-summer.

There are more menus than just cold or hot drinks, main and dessert are to die for! Sticky-date pudding is a winner. Unfortunately haven’t took a picture of the cute muffins they made :(

maybe next time i’ll try them with the various range of pancake choices.

or maybe try some yourself and post a blog about it, post it to me! :D

cao for now sweet-toothers!

"we match" - gabe bondoc

Sun, 07 Nov 2010 23:15:00 +1100

Head to toe we match you know.
Together watching the falling snow,
Staying warm beside the fire, looking out the window.
I’m loving everything you say and do,
Tell you when you say you feel it too,
I’m gonna say that you’re the one, and that my search is done.
‘Cause you,
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
And awake to find you here.
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
And I wake up to your voice, down, blankets and pillows.

You love the heat, the warmth, the sun
And I completely agree with that one.
Dry heat, a nice breeze and a hammock hung between two trees.
From the dimples to the smile,
From your heart all the way to mine.
We fit, we match, we go, I think you oughta know,
Think you oughta know.
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
And I wake up to your voice, down, blankets and pillows.

You and I we both know,
We match in ways that they’ll never know.
You make me feel,
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
Oh and awake to find you here.
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can do to sleep tonight,
And wake up to your voice, down, blankets and pillows

strawberry cheesecake and i made it (seriously)! keliatan kok...

Sat, 02 Oct 2010 22:26:00 +1000

strawberry cheesecake and i made it (seriously)! keliatan kok dari its imperfect-shape , hihi

*next time i’ll share the complete story, wait for it sweet tooth-ers!

psstt .. tittle-tattle natter chatter

can anybody out there hear me?

I’ve gone through so much worst, this is nothing compares to what you went through , be tough,...

"how can they stand smelling like cigarette all day long?"

"when you’re missing someone in a big time, and you’ve become such a pain in the ass and..."

when you're away

"I’d rather let you be happy ‎​♥"

"bbm stop messing with people’s relationship will you?"

anyways, changed the name of my tumblr (like anyone care at all) and probably the whole concept and...

'song-gasm'

Photo

call me hopeless romantic

lacuisine: Stuffed-Crust Strawberry Cream PieFollow the link...

lacuisine: Parker House RollsFollow the link for recipe.Thanks...

lacuisine: Creme Fraiche QuicheFollow the link for...

hugeinjapan: Dessert Tonight: Oreo-stuffed chocolate chip...

Fettucini Carbonara with Chicken-Mushroom Originally, the...

Lemon Pudding

HOT CHOCOLATE ($4.5) @Georges Restaurant Cafe. 19 Burke Road,...

"we match" - gabe bondoc

strawberry cheesecake and i made it (seriously)! keliatan kok...

"I’d rather let you be happy ‎♥"